Fuck, I'm tired. It's been a looooooooong time since I've seen 5 am roll around. I had forgotten what the world is like at that time when you're still up. Part of me likes it, and part of me has decided that I'm completely off my rocker for liking it.
I'm functioning on only 4 hours of sleep (guess who woke up at 9 demanding food?) and as it would happen, I'm also the only awake adult in the apartment at this time. Must be nice to be able to sleep through a baby's cries when she's hungry or having her bum changed.
Yes, I'm a little resentful. I feel very alone right now, like what was supposed to be a partnership is now a one-man venture. Don't want to take it out on
fuzzpsych for managing to get the sleep that I desperately need, but I'm not quite sure how not to.
I'm functioning on only 4 hours of sleep (guess who woke up at 9 demanding food?) and as it would happen, I'm also the only awake adult in the apartment at this time. Must be nice to be able to sleep through a baby's cries when she's hungry or having her bum changed.
Yes, I'm a little resentful. I feel very alone right now, like what was supposed to be a partnership is now a one-man venture. Don't want to take it out on
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Date: 2005-01-01 12:03 pm (UTC)