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valkryorI woke up with a headache. Overslept again. Which means I'm going to be yawning and sleepy all day. I'm getting tired of how formless my life has become, so maybe it's time to impose a schedule on myself and start getting up at a set time.
I've also been feeling disassociated lately. It's not that disconcerting or a negative feeling. But I get the sense that somewhere on my person is a zipper and if I could just find it and unzip it, the real me could come out. The icon I'm using for this post is even titled "Me Not Me" because it is and it isn't me.
I first noticed it a couple of days ago looking at my hands. They're my hands, and yet the arms appear to be part of the body suit. Incidentally, the suit seems to start where my forearms bulge out just below my wrist due to weight gain.
It's an odd sensation, and one that's been increasingly obvious over the past few days.
Hmmm...maybe with the imposition of a formed sleep schedule, it might serve me well to impose some sort of physical activity schedule, too. Maybe the real me is the one who gets up at a decent time without over-sleeping and can wear everything in the closet.
I've also been feeling disassociated lately. It's not that disconcerting or a negative feeling. But I get the sense that somewhere on my person is a zipper and if I could just find it and unzip it, the real me could come out. The icon I'm using for this post is even titled "Me Not Me" because it is and it isn't me.
I first noticed it a couple of days ago looking at my hands. They're my hands, and yet the arms appear to be part of the body suit. Incidentally, the suit seems to start where my forearms bulge out just below my wrist due to weight gain.
It's an odd sensation, and one that's been increasingly obvious over the past few days.
Hmmm...maybe with the imposition of a formed sleep schedule, it might serve me well to impose some sort of physical activity schedule, too. Maybe the real me is the one who gets up at a decent time without over-sleeping and can wear everything in the closet.
