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I'm getting so tired of the uncertainty. Things didn't go as planned today, but I really don't feel like updating that bit, so I'm leaving it to my other half.

I don't know what to do or what to feel or how to be anymore.

"I don't know"...just three little words. And I can't even begin to describe how much I hate them.

But it's the only thing I have left anymore that makes people stop asking questions.

And I'm starting to hate myself for not having anything more to offer except those three words.

So please, please don't ask me how I'm doing. I honestly and truly do not know.