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valkryorI'm still not very motivated to look for work. Meh. Maybe I should just call this week a write off and leave it at that. Still no call from the Evil Cable Company, either. But, for some reason, this doesn't bother me as much as it should. I know I'm still unemployed with absolutely nothing coming in, but I'm healthy and I know that ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
fuzzpsych loves me.
Am I happy, though?
No. Although there are glimmers of happiness, the wound is still too fresh and I spent a lot of yesterday weeping. I'm more emotionally stable, but it's tenuous, like ice on a pond in March...you just never know how thick it is until you try to stand on it. It's only been five weeks and the sting of the experience can be very strong sometimes.
We had an offer last night to go tomeowster's cottage for the weekend. It would be nice to get away, and yet, after six weeks in Toronto on an emotional rollercoaster only to be suddenly thrown off, I'd rather stay home and coccoon. fuzzpsych wants to go and that's fine. He can. But I just don't feel up to it at the moment.
I've also been adding some new people to my flist. One (athena_51, a fellow graduate of the UW Classics Programme) added me and is a "friend of a friend" and two others (snowy_kathryn and zero_design), I had the pleasure of meeting at the last two goth nights at Ren and who just happen to be new to the area. So welcome to you all.
fuzzpsych loves me. Am I happy, though?
No. Although there are glimmers of happiness, the wound is still too fresh and I spent a lot of yesterday weeping. I'm more emotionally stable, but it's tenuous, like ice on a pond in March...you just never know how thick it is until you try to stand on it. It's only been five weeks and the sting of the experience can be very strong sometimes.
We had an offer last night to go to
meowster's cottage for the weekend. It would be nice to get away, and yet, after six weeks in Toronto on an emotional rollercoaster only to be suddenly thrown off, I'd rather stay home and coccoon. fuzzpsych wants to go and that's fine. He can. But I just don't feel up to it at the moment. I've also been adding some new people to my flist. One (
athena_51, a fellow graduate of the UW Classics Programme) added me and is a "friend of a friend" and two others (snowy_kathryn and zero_design), I had the pleasure of meeting at the last two goth nights at Ren and who just happen to be new to the area. So welcome to you all.
