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[valkryor]

My stomach is in knots and I feel nauseous. Why? As soon as I'm done looking for work, I'm going to be emailing my old supervisor informing him that I am willing to go back on Monday.

I know I gave myself another week to find something that wasn't phone/people related, but I have to be an adult about this. There are just some things that you have to do, regardless of your own personal wants/desires. To be honest, it feels a little like I'm selling myself down the river, breaking that promise I made to myself to never go back, come hell or high water.

Unfortunately, when money (or lack thereof) is involved, personal needs no longer take precedence. It's not the right thing to do, I know that. But it is the responsible thing.

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meh

[lynbug.livejournal.com]

If it's any consolation, you'll be able to do 'not-so-hell' for a few weeks before you're sent into the total hell stuff :P

[okoshun.livejournal.com]

I'm sure you're already planning on this, but I'll say it anyways. Offer to go back, but don't stop looking for work that you will enjoy. Take 10-15 minutes each day to do a search. The pressure will be off financially and you won't miss out on an opportunity for work that suits you better.